13 April 2024

 On this day I took photos and videos around the house:

Urt with ball.

The palm tree in backyard.

An unusual plant.

Urt with head in bag.

Urt peeing on bag.

Me, I think... yeah, sure.

Ability

It’s not a mental illness. It’s an ability, but it’s an ability that I like to keep locked behind the door inside my mind. So I can’t allow myself to talk to you about it. I can’t allow myself to show you what’s behind the door because then it gets out and it’s not something that I enjoy. I don’t think a mental illness is something like polio, or a head cold or a sinusitis, it’s an ability, it’s something that makes people different than others. 

Some people can run 100 m in nine seconds flat they have that ability. Some people have an ability to tune in to different wavelengths, see things no one else can see, and hear things no one else can hear.  That’s what I’m talking about. That’s where I’m coming from on this. This is the discussion I’m having. Now that it has been said let’s end this here and perhaps cover it in more detail at some other time.  out

 

Red Dragon Hard Drive [Limited Edition]

 

Anxiously awaiting delivery of the Limited Edition Red Dragon Hard Drive. WDBRHB0020BRD-WESN

AI has assisted me in deciphering its meaning:

1. Manufacturer code: WDB - could stand for Western Digital Brand

2. Product line/model: RHB - could stand for Red Dragon Hard Drive

3. Capacity: 0020 - could indicate a storage capacity of 2TB

4. Color: BRD - could represent the color of the hard drive (maybe in a fiery red color)

5. Features: WESN - could stand for Wireless, Encryption, Solid State, and Network capabilities, indicating that this is a high-performance hard drive with advanced features.

I need some time

 I need some time to rest my mind.  You see, I've been going through these old family photos, scanning them and preparing to post them to a website in order to be preserved.  But it's difficult.  I don't mean the task is, but the emotional toll it takes seeing these happier days caught in a moment of time.  So fleeting, and then it's behind you like a sign along side a highway as you drive past it.

Here's one I never knew existed.  It's of my father and if I had to guess this would be around 1950 when he and my mother were first dating.  This is likely Long Beach or there about.  This image is a stark contrast from the image I have in my head of the last day I saw my father alive as he lie dying in a hospital bed at the age of 87.  

Yes, it's painful to see these moments frozen in time for they'll never be again.  Happy times when futures will filled with hope and many years.

Cracks I fell through

 yeah, this has fallen through the cracks... those proverbial cracks... Well, I'm currently attempting to create a Time Capsule.  It will consist of mostly electronic media (you know, photos, music, video recordings etc.) perhaps some physical mementos as well.

If I don't do it for this family (this life) I don't think anyone else will.  Besides, I want to leave the message, form the message.  Right on.

This is AI (text to image creation) of me working on the said Time Capsule

I believe this represents the chaos in my life

Getting it organized... It's a lot of work.. I'm just going to stuff as much in there as possible.  Keep it updated, keep it going, and as they say Keep It Real.